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15th May - Feelin kinda confused..
@ Thursday, May 15, 2008 7:47:00 PM
Hmm..tdy is a peaceful day too..nothin much happened..juz dat, i'm still livin in misery..everyone is helpin me to lessen the pain..everyone keep sms me..make sure i am nt bored? but thkz..
Well, i'm juz kinda confused..nw i dun hab the urge to sms him anymore..no need to say habin the urge to call him..is he nt in my heart anymore? someone replaced him or is it dat i am juz too disappointed till i dun wana feel anymore feelin for him? i reali duno..but many ppl told me to leave him..
Will i reali be happier without him in future? it's juz like quit smokin..kendrick told me it's bery hard..ya i know..i think fallin in luv wif someone is juz like being addicted to smokin..quittin it will hurts alot alot n u juz hab to bear wif it..
I think i am quite lucky..or am i juz being pure selfish..i've been in luv a few times..but onli when i break off wif him, it hurts me alot..but both time, i've someone wif me..i am such a idiot rite? like i am makin use of other ppl or is it i reali wana try to be wif someone else?
Now, tis one i duno if he is serious abt me..i am so scare le..no guy will be faithful forever no matter how much he ever said or lied to u dat he luv u alot..or mayb at one time, he reali does luv u dat much..juz dat after dat, dat feelin fades..
Smokin harms u physically, fallin in lurv hurts u mentally.. *haiz*
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Ev3LyN,