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I PASSED FTT..

@ Wednesday, May 21, 2008 1:13:00 PM


I passed ftt le..hmm..nt reali hapi..i still remember i told him i'm gonna pass everythin at the 1st trial..ya, i did..btt i took 1 time, now ftt oso 1 time..but he's nt wif me anymore..feel like, suddenly it seems to be meaningless to get the driving licence..so, i din book for my practical.. *haiz*

i'm so tired..later still hab to go meet dat richard..haha..he's gonna deliver the things to me from paya lebar to wdl.. =X i gt ask where he wana meet one..he said wdl..so i din force him.. =X *haha* but thkz..haha..ytd when he called me, he said, 'aiya ftt onli ma..scare wat..nothin to u one la..' -_-" *lolz* lucky i passed if nt later meet him so xia suai..cuz tis boi oready gt his licene for bike n car and i've got nothin!

Den i bought lunch hm for mum..it's nth much, juz normal lunch lor but she seems so hapi.. *haiz* guess i reali did neglect her le..okie, shld do dat more often..i haben been a gd daughter for almost 5yrs le..time to grow up ba..

And, gt one discovery..chip wei told me ytd dat actually he n cindy r childhood fren! at 1st i dun believe cuz he spelt cindy's surname wrongly.. *haha* so coincidence..haha..i reali startin to believe sg is small..and tis mornin, actually i intend to take 966 there but i missed the bus so i went to take train..and in the train, i saw yz.. *lolz* okie nothin much..bo liao..

End of the day, i still duno if i shld talk to him..he said he wana talk abt us for the last time..i dun dare to meet him..nt dat i hate him or still angry, i dun hab the courage to meet him..funny rite? duno y..it seems so hard to give up on him to luv another guy..i'm startin to hate him..he duno wat he actually wanted..but i know wat i wan..i juz wana be alone..

Yes, alone..u din read wrongly..i'm juz tired..after i kept tellin him i dun wana meet him tdy, he sent me tis..

'ok. Gdnite. I'll take off the ring n wnt contact u le. Wish u n Kendrick happy ever aft. Take Care. U wont see or hear frm mi le. I wnt disturb u, wnt le. Luv u 4eva.'

I din reply him..

FUCK!

Now he make it like i am in the wrong..if u read tis, u read it properly okie..wat has it got to do with kendrick? he is juz my fren..i din say i like him n i never..u think i am so desperate till i will always need a bf? i dun need okie..i dun wana go back to u is becuz i know tis kinda things is going to happen again n again..i'm juz so freakin tired..tired of u..

Now u get a clearer picture?

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