W E L C O M E

Courage..

@ Sunday, June 29, 2008 9:47:00 PM


I din know to quit the damn job i need so much courage..mayb becuz i dun wana leave my comfort zone..i've been in a bery comfortable position for comin 3yrs..it's so hard to make the decision..

But as time goes, things gets more n more clear now..i reali dun like my job..when being too tired to go work becomes dread going to work, u'll know whether u reali like ur job..conclusion, i hate it..it's the same routine everyday..i'm stayin for the sake of my salary..dat's the most honest ans from me of y i stay in dbs bank..

So i took a chance..to change my fate..haha..sounds like playin the game in arcade..aim for the chance or the fate..okie, i've decided to study..most prob i'll take mdis instead of sim..i dun hab enuff $..sometimes life is like dat, u've money, u get to a better sch..u r poor, u go to normal sch..mdis isn't dat bad oso la..

I decided to go back to ps to tender my resignation letter..regardless of wat chris is going to say..i'm tired le..reali bery tired..work till my temper, character oso changed le..i'm bery comfortable wif my job now..but it's reali nt for me..mayb i'll regret quittin one day but if i nv quit, i wont know if there's any other out there suitable for me..afterall, it's my bery 1st job after i grad..but it isn't the best..

Life wif bf has been gd..i can see dat he's tryin to change to be the kinda bf dat i wanted..i appreciate it juz dat sometimes i cant stop naggin..y? becuz ppl will nv be satisfied..but i am nt nt satisfied..it's juz dat, i hope he can remember my bday..i mean those simple basic things, i hope he'll do..like, ...

[1] dun leave me at the back regardless there's alot of ppl anot..juz be by my side
[2] dun forget to get me present, i dun mind gettin wat, i mind when i am gettin it..i mean on my bday, vday, etc..
[3] it's 2210hrs now..i wana slp..i hope he can remember to call me at 10pm always so i can slp early..
[4] ths, u wana know den u ask me..n make sure u remember it..

Gdnite..i juz hope i din make any wrong decision becuz i hate the consequences of makin the wrong decision..

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