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你没想像中爱我

@ Friday, July 25, 2008 11:50:00 PM




你小心翼翼 牵我手
其实是担忧 藏不住我
自尊也投降 活在她之下
我 好傻

你字字句句说 你不爱她
那又是什么 让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅 因为你留下
我 好傻

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在 让我更寂寞

你寸步不离 像天使的她
挥霍我的爱 从不放心上
我有一丝无奈 也有一些明白
该 放开

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说 假装爱那是撒盐在伤口

啊~~ 谁说我不在意空等候
原来 你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

呜~~~

你没想像中爱我


Tis is the song..你没想像中爱我..by 石欣卉

Hmm..i nv quite like her becuz she seems to be kinda proud..but i cant help admittin dat i reali like the songs dat's sang by her..haha..so contradicting..anyway, her vocal is reali gd..anyone know where i can dl tis song? =X

Rite now, tis song best describe my feelings..there's always up n down in a relationship..i understand tis..but mine, most of the time, it's down..mayb it's juz dat we cant get along ba..we've been tryin for yrs, refusing to give up..but i am reali tired..so, i'll let thing goes naturally..watever is the result, i'll take it eventually..

I duno if i reali hab fever but i reali am nt feelin well..feverish n body aching..even when i am nt feelin well, i'm still willing to be the idiot to take bus from orchard to je and take train from je to ms, juz becuz i wana see him asap..mayb i missed him too much..but i guess, luvin a person alone isn't enuff to maintain the relationship..for him, he juz touch my forehead for 1sec and told me i am imaginin it..

Tml i am nt workin..it's the long awaited sat dat i'm always so lookin forward to..but i guess, it isn't anymore..things juz isn't the same anymore..gettin more n more difficult to be together, to be the kinda gf dat he want..i'm tired..i juz wana be myself..

My character, mayb kinda extreme..but dun blame me..it's onli becuz i am being betrayed so many times by u..u can nv get back the kinda 100% trust once u did somethin wrong to me..never..so, conclusion, to be myself again, i've gotta be alone..

I told him dat i've a little problem wif my health..he kept askin during dinner..dat's a gd sign..at least he asked..but to nt spoilt the dinner, i told him i'll tell him later..and as expected, he forgets abt it..anyway, it's better..mayb i am more of a burden than love to him now..he'll be glad dat he got rid of me..

He isn't the guy to take care of me..



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