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again n again n again..haha..
@ Sunday, September 7, 2008 10:55:00 PM
Know y? i went jb again..i sing again..i shoppin again..haha..like as if i'm enjoyin the last few days of my freedom..well, i do feel stress to start work again..new environment, new ppl, new job..so i like retail therapy..
Ytd i slpt bery late..becuz of dat dota guy..so i slpt at 4am n he dunno ta till wat time..den i woke up at abt 9am n prepared to go JB wif zhen..she wana go sing n shop..n to go on a sunday, it's JAM lor..no bus wana go in..so in the end we decided to walk in..
Went to sing again..den after dat walked ard but nth much to buy oso..or rather, we din see anythin dat we like..haha..ma fan de ren is like dat one..choosy..lolz..so abt 5pm we decided to go back..surprisingly, NO QUEUE!! =b
Feelin dat we din shop enuff so we went to amk hub..settled our dinner at fish n co..hmmm..yes, it reminds me of someone again..cuz i always share the seafood platter for 2 wif him..ok nvm..forget it..
Den we went back to cwp..dat's when we reali gt somethin to buy..haha..sometimes, learn to appreciate wat is around u ba..u complain dat it's there always, no change, but u end up buyin things from there..haha.. =b den went to buy bubble tea again n go home..
Wana zzz oready..tml still hab to go for medical checkup..ma fan..hab to go orchard 1st den wdl again..super ma fan!!i am so super duper tired..how how how..think i'm gettin lazier la.. HAHA!
Zhen n i always hab a dream..dat's to become tai tai so dat we can always go shoppin together everyday..lolz!! k-ing, high tea, shoppin, etc etc..our dream..lol..nt bery realistic thou..in sg, how to be tai tai..best is become a yellow face onli..u know, those hair messy messy, take care of kids, cook like maid, do hsework like slave dat kind? =X so it's best to go to work afterall rite? =)
Pisces r supposed to be unrealistic..but y am i dreamin lesser now? i seems to hab wake up le..i gave up on the bery tiring relationship..nt becuz i fall for someone else..is becuz i am reali tired..holdin onto someone who dunno wat he reali wanted made things worse..
Lurv at 1st sight is possible..he was the 1st one..even thou we break n patch for so many times, throughout the past few yrs, i nv tot of being wif someone..lurv at 1st sight is powerful..it's even stronger than those 'slowly nuture feelings' kinda relationship..dat's y it's so hard to let go..
But i've decided..to let go of u..i wana move on..u din cherish our relationship..if nt u wont do wat u did..if u wana say i am selfish, i dun mind..i'm juz tired of crying..i juz wana be happier..i dun wana go thru all tis again..
I did tot of givin u a chance again on ur bday..someone told me to test u..it's a stupid test i guess but i still tried it cuz i felt dat it reali can let me see if u r reali serious abt wat u said..n in the end, u failed..even u oso doubt dat u can stay faithful to me..how am i supposed to trust u again?
It doesnt means dat when i am wif u, i am nt happy all the time..u did treat me well sometimes, we went to alot of places together, we celebrated so many things together, etc etc..but the moment u betray me again, everythin is gone again..u promised me so many times dat it'll be the last time but it nv was the last time..
I juz want a normal peaceful life..
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Ev3LyN,