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Hmm..
@ Thursday, September 11, 2008 12:21:00 AM
It'll be the last time dat i will ever talk abt it wif u..for 2hrs, i onli saw u tryin to lie to me again..WHY after so long, u still chose to lie to me..i did gave u a chance for u to be honest to me..but in the end, u still chose to lie again..it's reali bery disappointing..even he himself oso admit dat he cant settle down his heart on me..den y wana hold me back..i dun meant to get married or wat la..wat i meant is, when u r wif me, at least be faithful to me can?
Why u always like to promise me things when u know bery well dat u cant do it? u know, dat kinda u get a hope n after dat realised it's juz a lie, u were nv serious abt wat u said to me..u know how much it hurts? but i think it's too late..becuz, i wana move on..i wan an honest relationship..
And i make it clear to u..i leave u nt becuz of anyone else..stop blamin ppl when u r the one who caused all tis..if my frens r bastard, dat gal is a slut..okie? i dun meant to talk tis way..but dat's wat i feel..dun insult my fren..
So, i've been in a bery bad mood..but i did tried to ctrl my feelings..so no one got bombed..but things ain't dat bad..well, it is nt the 1st time i hab to face tis kinda things anyway..i think i am used to it le..
And dat poor orange has been talkin to me..i din tell him wat happened..but he always managed to make me smile in the end..n i feel bad bcuz he's busy at work..so, i think he's quite unlucky to know me..i'm so troublesome, sometimes bad mood (dunno gt show him attitude anot..dun remember) den always so childish..dunno y la..when i talk to him, i'll naturally talk dat way..
I mean, i dun say those batman la, smack ppl times dunno how many times la, pretend to be tis or dat la, etc etc la..i think i under 'stress' la..if nt oso dunno y i become so childish..or all along i am la..anyway, he's been bery coorporative la..i act wat den he oso act..haha.. =X
Okie anyway, i know next yr i've to start studyin le..but i feel like to continue my boxercise class..in fact, i missed it..dat time i'd wanted to continue it but he dun allow me to..sayin it takes away my time for him n make me less feminine..mayb ba..
Yang yang was tellin me, 'har, u so thin le still wana continue ar?' -__-" hello..it makes u stronger n healthier onli ok..nth to do wif makin u thinner..haha..becuz after it, u will be super duper hungry n eat even more..LOL!! dat's for me la..other ppl i dunno.. =b and for me, it's a bery gd way to destress..
Anyway, life goes on whether i am happy or sad..so be happy ba.. =)
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Ev3LyN,