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I dun wana be unhappy..
@ Sunday, September 28, 2008 9:34:00 PM
I like tis pic..even thou i prefer to watch sunrise, i nv get to watch it before..1st of all, i dunno where i can watch it..2nd, i cant find an idiot to sit there n wait for sunrise wif me..but den, tis pic is nt sunrise la..it's sunset..i watched it so many times le..sunset makes ppl depress sometimes.. =(
Anyway, tdy i slpt alot..but still bery slpy..wake up at abt 12pm den i went to slp again at abt 230pm..LOL..i look more n more like dat animal le..mayb is becuz i dun wana think so much..haiz..
I reali dun like to be unhappy..i took so long to be hapi again..took so long to give up on the relationship dat i cherished so damn much..took so long to settle down my feelings..took so long to stop myself from cryin at nite..alot alot of things..i took so long to be evelyn again..so, i reali dun wana be unhappy again..
Brother said i used 6 weeks to find a job but he felt dat i din reali get to rest cuz i used it to recover..thinkin back..mayb ba..so, ppl, watever u r nt hapi abt me, dun make me guess, juz let me know..cuz i am tired of guessin..for the past 5yrs, i've been guessin n thinkin so much..but gor, i did nt find substitute..he is not..
Den nothin to do so i was watchin 'the outsiders II'..ya still on dat drama..haha..i am slow..think gor oready finished it le ba..but monday to friday, i reali dun hab the energy to sit there n watch it..n guo pin chao reali shuai lor.. =X
And, quite happy after dat..cuz kendrick told me he's going to patch back wif his gf..so, din waste my effort ytd..ytd i nagged at him alot..nag till he buay tahan me..LOL..it finally went into his mind..
Kendrick Koh, aren't u glad dat u hab me as ur buddy? i am always more calm than u..i always think more than u..and i oso know u as well as u know me rite? LOL..well, everyone has their own limit to everythin..so, i think he's juz tired..but nt many ger can tahan u so flirt one ok, koh junior..do wat u've to do..dun hurt her again la..
Hmmm...i shld nt trust ppl so easily when dey said the last thing dat they wana do is to hurt me..i shld hab learnt it since oready gt 2 ppl lied to me before le..all r the same rite? i think so..
OKIE SUAN LE BA! i juz wan a normal life.. =D
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