W E L C O M E
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i am nt superwoman..
@ Saturday, October 11, 2008 8:54:00 PM
Juz dunno wat to put for the title..ok i am nt in the rite mind..i dun wana let anyone be irritated by me again..so, i write n write n write..well, who knows, mayb someday i'll stop writtin.. =)
I'm nt superwoman..so i cannot stop myself from feelin sad..cuz i dun hab super power..but i can take away things dat make me sad..like, ur smses, pictures u sent me, memories of u..all deleted away..ok, i cant delete memories..
Hmmm..i'm nt superwoman..so nt everyone will remember me..cuz i am nt dat great..i dun save ur day either..i dun hab the super power to make u remember either..so, ya, it wont be long till u forget me..
And, i am still nt superwoman..cuz at tis point of time, u r still bery impt to me..dunno since when..u've the ability to affect my mood..but i reali dunno wat u r thinkin..and i believe, u dunno wat i am thinkin abt either..but, it's alrite.. =)
If i am superwoman, there's things i wana do n i'll be able to do it..like, i'll want u to be happy..den after i make u happy, i'll make ppl ard me happy oso..and if i still hab dat bit of power left after dat, i'll make myself happy..
Ya, actually all i wan is to let u be happy..so i decided to nt disturb u anymore..for dat, i can be a part time superwoman..cuz at least i've the power to nt make u feel dat so irritated again..at least u'll still be a =D when i din disturb u..nt a -_- anymore..
Anyway, i feel bery no 安全感..cuz i kept all the soft toys in the cupboard..cuz mayb it'd be better..all the toys r from alex..i shld nt keep them beside me..probably kendrick is rite..after a breakup, ppl juz cant be fren again..i am too stupid..dat's y things dat i did made u angry..no, nt kendrick..is someone else..
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I din meant to..
Dun ever let the person u like take u for granted..cuz u'll nv be dat impt to him..dun make him feel dat he is more impt than u..dun always be readily available to him..dun always give in..one sided compromising is worse than one sided lurv..etc etc..
I believe i do not hab to say so much..everyone shld know wat i wana say after dat..all in all, for the benefits of those who din realised tis..he is a man..juz a man..nothin more, nothin less..he cant become dat superman oso..at most he juz can be a batman..
Experienced it once..dun need to experience it the 2nd time..
Allow ur intuition to save u from heartache ba.. ^__^
I'm gd at writtin nonsense..
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Ev3LyN,